1. |
Prelude
01:24
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The Beginning is always fun
The feels, the vibes, the energy
It's this very specific feeling you get when everything's new and fresh
You feel like nothing can make you happier
Than to be in that very spot
In that very moment
With that very person
It starts off sweet and innocent
And turns into something so real
So raw and so special
Something you never want to lose
When even the ugly feels right
You know you've got something
"Beautifully Toxic"
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2. |
More than a friend
03:47
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Talking every night on the phone
You know you got me in my zone
It's a little soft spot in my heart for ya
And can't nobody compare or clone
Baby don't you understand
Oh that I'm more than just a friend
Oh baby babe
Oh won't you let me love you
Put nobody else above you
Show you all the finer things
Let you wear my promise ring
I'm more than a friend boy
I got you smiling when you wit your homeboys
That tells me everyone before was a decoy
Baby you're the one that brings me all the joy
Ya got me smiling from ear to ear
How bout to come on over tell me what I like to hear
Tell me you're gonna stay near
Cause baby you ain't going nowhere
And you know the way I feel
Got me walking on sunshine
Jumping on clouds
While I'm strolling in my heels
Talking every night on the phone
You know you got me in my zone
It's a little soft spot in my heart for ya
And can't nobody compare or clone
Baby don't you understand
Oh that I'm more than just a friend
Oh baby babe
Oh won't you let me love you
Taking a chance
Oh won't you give me a chance
I can be what you need
It'll be the best romance
Yea we're close
But we are more than friends
The way you look at me
That look is more than a glance
And I know the way you feel
So don't you try to deny those little butterflies
What you're feeling is so real
Talking every night on the phone
You know you got me in my zone
It's a little soft spot in my heart for ya
And can't nobody compare or clone
Baby don't you understand
Oh that I'm more than just a friend
Oh baby babe
Oh won't you let me love you
Oh won't ya
I can
It'll be the
But we are
The way ya
That look is
I know the way you feel
Try to deny
Butterflies
Feeling is so real
So real
Talking every night on the phone
You know you got me in my zone
It's a little soft spot in my heart for ya
And can't nobody compare or clone
Baby don't you understand
Oh that I'm more than just a friend
Oh baby babe
Oh won't you let me love you
Oh won't ya
I can
It'll be the
But we are
The way ya
That look is
I know the way you feel
Try to deny
Butterflies
Feeling is so real
So real
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3. |
It all
05:04
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I just want you near me
Even though this scares me
You make me feel so alive
That little smile you give me
When you say something funny
Sends my heart rate to the sky
You caught me by surprise cause
You ain't like other guys and
I just want to call you mine
Cause you're very different
And you're very special
You do something to me
It's a feeling I never felt
You've got it all
You got it all it all
You've got (You've got)
You've got it all ( Got it all)
Even (Even)
Even with your flaws (Even with your flaws)
You've got it all
I want it all
Give me your all
I want it all
It's some kind of drug
The way you got me hypnotized
I see all your love
When I look into your eyes
A true true gentlemen
Who makes me feel secure
Ya hook me with your words
And a soul so deep and pure
This caught me by surprise and
I can't lie I feel high I
Just can't get you out my mind
Cause you're very different
And you're very special
You do something to me
It's a feeling I never felt
You've got it all
You got it all it all
You've got (You've got)
You've got it all ( Got it all)
Even (Even)
Even with your flaws (Even with your flaws)
You've got it all
I want it all
Give me your all
I want it all
I want your touch
I want your love
I really really want your time
I want it all
I even want it when it's bad
Cause when it's good
You got me feeling crazy like you should
I wanna let you know I'm into you
So tell me baby can I be your boo
Gimme everything that comes with you
Cause I want it all
All of you
I want your touch
I want your love
I really really want your time
I want it all
I even want it when it's bad
Cause when it's good
You got me feeling crazy like you should
I wanna let you know I'm into you
So tell me baby can I be your boo
Gimme everything that comes with you
Cause I want it all
All of you
You've got (You've got)
You've got it all (Got it all)
Even (Even)
Even with your flaws (Even with your flaws)
You've got it all
I want it all
Give me your all
I want it all
You've got (You've got)
You've got it all ( Got it all)
Even (Even)
Even with your flaws (Even with your flaws)
You've got it all
I want it all
Give me your all
I want it all
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4. |
Stay
03:48
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We've been over this
Can't keep shedding the same tears
But you find your way back in my life
And I try to tell you goodbye
Scream and shout till I start to cry
I can't stop
I just wanna call you up and tell you bout my day
I just wanna call you up and tell you I'm afraid
I'm afraid to lose you
Afraid to let you go
Cause all the things that you said and
The things that you did
I realized
I'm starting to miss you more
What we got
it won't fade
Can't stop myself
I'd trade
Anything that I have in this World
Just to hear you call me your girl
Cause you're mine and I know that you know
We're not through
I just wanna call you up and tell you bout my day
I just wanna call you up and tell you I'm afraid
I'm afraid to lose you
Afraid to let you go
Cause all the things that you said and
The things that you did
I realized
I'm starting to miss you more
Oooo
Miss you
More ooo
I'm begging you to
Stay with me
Tell me why did you up and leave
Stay with me
We both know it's meant to be
Stay with me
You know I know what we need
Some say our love was toxic
But F it I want it
You know that you are my heart
Yea yea
Oooo stay
Stay with me
stay with me
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5. |
Interlude
01:38
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And then it clicked
There comes a time when even the best things
Become a mess
When the comfort becomes too comfortable
And the things you love the most become unrecognizable
Trust becomes just a word
And people do what people do best
They do you dirty
But you can't even blame them
You should've known
Being this low because of another person
Ain't it at all
Taking back your power after you've been hurt though
Yea that's it
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6. |
How could I have known
04:09
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How could I have known
When you allowed me to believe in you
You know
That when you say these words and put me first
It don't
It don't make no sense
And I must admit
That everything you said to wrap my head
It trapped me oh so good
How could I have known
Thought I had found the one
He made me laugh we had so much fun
But no
Photographs in my phone
Sitting here all alone
It was just all for show
You didn't have to have to do me like that
I should have known that you
Would act this way
I knew what I was getting into
But I chose you
And I
I should have known that you
Would start acting brand new
When I said I was through
How could I've known what you'd do
How could I have known
When all was said and done we had some fun
I know
That is a reason you weren't the one
It showed
Me how to look out for myself
Cause the motions that you took me though
It messed me up so good
How could I have known
You coulda been the one
You made me laugh we had so much fun
But no
Paragraphs in my phone
Crying all the way home
Mad cause I should've known
You didn't have to have to do me like that
I
I should have known that you
Would act this way
I knew what I was getting into
But I chose you
And I
I should have known that you
Would start acting brand new
When I said I was through
How could I've known what you'd do
How could I have known that you
Would play me dirty like a fool
I trusted you and vouched for you
To treat me like dirt on your shoe
Allowed me to believe in you
I wasn't thinking this thing through
And I
I should have known
How could I have known
You'd do me like that
You threw all those years away
I should have known
How could I have known that you
Would play me dirty like a fool
I trusted you and vouched for you
To treat me like dirt on your shoe
Allowed me to believe in you
I wasn't thinking this thing through
(How could I have known You'd do me like that You threw all those years away)
And I
I should have known
I should have known
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7. |
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Living in a world where you don't understand me
But you swear you love me
Try to understand why I am the way I am
You see you did this to me
Step back and take a look at yourself
You'll realize that you are the one
Who ain't treating me well
Then you'll see how it feels
When you
Trade places with me (Trade places with me)
Trade places with me (Trade places with me)
Trade places with me (Trade places with me)
Trade places with me (Trade places with me)
You don't get it
The way I feel
It's what you did to me
If we being real
I know I played my part
Allowed you to just enter in
But ain't no going back to when we first began
If we trades places tell me would you like the view
How would you feel about the person right in front of you
Ahh Fuck
I ain't wanna have to do you like this
Nah I get it though
I was just too good
(Rewind)
You ain't know how to treat a real one
Anyway
Shoulda bought stock up in bounty
The way you waste tears on me
Thinking love is what we had
Yea thinking you gon be my Bonnie
Shoulda listened to my homies
Now you tryna get with my homies
Sweetheart you can't play a player
That's like Sony tryna play Sony (It don't work)
And I want all the beef like it's pepperoni
Ain't my fault you runnin round here crying and shit
Like Taraji In Acrimony
Keep the phony phony apologies
Cause I don't want em
And honestly your whole circle full of squares
And ain't talking Geometry
If we trades places
Be honest B
Would you sink or swim?
Can't take the heat
Then out the kitchen where you supposed to be
On to the next
Just forget about me
Living in a world where you don't understand me
But you swear you love me
Try to understand why I am the way I am
You see you did this to me
Step back and take a look at yourself
You'll realize that you are the one
Who ain't treating me well
Then you'll see how it feels
When you
Trade places with me (Trade places with me)
Trade places with me (Trade places with me)
Trade places with me (Trade places with me)
Trade places with me (Trade places with me)
Turned a good girl to a savage
Now you mad I'm acting different
Tell me what's the matter
I trades places
Now you sad and damaged
I know it hurts boo
But I can't do nothing bout it (Damn)
How you mad about my next move
But you the one who said we should shouldn't talk
What makes you think I'm coming back dude
It's time for me to walk
I'm out
(Trade places)
(Trades places)
(Yea boy trade places with me)
(Trade places)
(Trade places)
(Yea boy trade places with me)
(Trade places)
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8. |
Outerlude
01:04
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When it's all said and done
The only person you absolutely have to live with is yourself
So why not do what makes you happy
After being hurt
Mistreated
Misunderstood
Whatever
You have to find it in you to make the decision to go
To move into what you know has been calling you
Some things
Some people
Some behaviors were only meant to last for a season
And that's okay
Be sick of talking about the same damn thing
At some point
You have to let the hurt, hurt
And choose to level up
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9. |
Moving on
05:06
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Putting myself first
Getting rid of what doesn't work
Giving my all to what I love
My angels have shown me
Shown me I am worthy
Worthy of the blessings from above
I have decided that I'm moving on
I'll no longer stay where I don't belong
It hurts me to the core but I am staying strong
Things that broke me in my past
Yea they are dead and gone
I am moving on
I am letting go
Of what's not for me
Releasing all that broke me
I am moving on
I am letting go
Of what's not for me
I'm stepping in my destiny
Energy
I feel energy
That isn't matching mine
Can't give no more of my time
I'm done with the things that have held me back
Gotta get myself together get back on track
Picking up the pieces of a broken heart
Same game new players
I gotta press restart
I am done with the things that have held me back
Living my life like it's golden
Getting back on track
I have decided that I'm moving on
I'll no longer stay where I don't belong
It hurts me to the core but I am staying strong
Things that broke me in my past
Yea they are dead and gone
I am moving on
I am letting go
Of what's not for me
Releasing all that broke me
I am moving on
I am letting go
Of what's not for me
I'm stepping in my destiny
Sick of talking bout the same ol thang
It ain't serving me so something's gotta change
I tried to work it out but it remains the same
I gotta move on
I gotta let go
There's more to gain
I thought that history would keep me here forever
I freed myself, I'm moving on to something better
I gotta move on, no going back no never
It hurts it hurts, I've learned the hurt will lead to treasure
I am moving on
I am letting go
Of what's not for me
I'm stepping in my destiny
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